14. Bedtime

Hi. I don't wanna go to bed tonight. It happens often these days. To me it feels like I've spent another day doing nothing useful, conforted in my ease. It is not that I think it is a bad thing, it is that I don't wanna this life. I wanna do, I wanna make. Once I'll be old, I wanna be proud of what I've done. And again don't get me wrong, it is not about my self-insurrence; I feel like I have to go further.